True Love

I been waiting and seeking for a long time. How you know it is the true love? Sometimes i also quite shaken for what i did in the pass, am i doing it in the wrong way? Or i have not really know how to love a person like as i do? Is it so difficult to express your love to the one you like even she is not your girlfriend? So the girl must be your girlfriend then you can express the love to her?

Sometimes i think and feel that love is simple to someone that is in love with each other. As the other way round, no matter what you do for the girl you like and she still don give a damn to you, and you keep doing the thing that what you think is the best for her interests. Is it love? Is it foolish? Or just it is not love at all?

I had been seeking the answer, how much am i going to give you then you will love me? What am i going to do to let you know i m always there for you?

I had shaken for all the thing i did in the pass. Some may said i had been foolish to waste so much time on someone who don't even love u care about you, and usually i was told to get to know someone even better.

Even better? I had seen to feel quite loss. I seen to loss a perfect girl in life.

So sorry for the someone that i hurt long ago.
So sorry for making you such a idiot that like me so long.
So sorry to let you leave this piece of sad land that make you feel so unhappy for so long.
If you really read this, my feeling was so depress like what you have told me and been honest to me. Right now i got the same feeling, as you do.

Our moment is keep within my heart.
Thanks for brewing tea for me when i was sick.
Thanks for giving me your very first strawberry cake that you make.
Thanks for holding my hand when you feel cold in cinema.
Thanks for the company in my exam time.
And thanks for the love and care that you had given me.

You know who you are. I m really appreciate for everything you had given to me. It is not that you are not as pretty as her. Just that i m not as good as you think.

Once again i hope that you understand.In a lot of ways you are much more stronger then her. I really hope that we could start a fresh and treat me like you best buddy we do in the pass. And my promise to you still the same, never change.